December 2010
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Anonymous asked: Thank you so much for the response on Chicago! I guess I just always feel deprived because while I'm out at one of my tacky college bars, I know that there are girls out there who are downtown Chicago til 4 am sipping martinis at a jazz lounge haha. It's no fun living a college life thinking you are missing out on something bigger and better.. but I suppose my cornfields will have to do....
Anonymous asked: You are so lucky that you go to school in the city. I'm 20, and I go to a huge university but it a small-cornfieldy town in Illinois. Now looking back, I am so jealous of city school girls. I would never transfer because I met my boyfriend and best friends here, but what are ways that I can be just as much apart of the city when I'm home for breaks? I love Chicago more than anything, but...
i write because i can’t stand to be alone with my thoughts, not even for a second. sometimes i close my eyes and let myself remember. normally i have to be really drunk for that. not often.
i think the last time i was really happy the summer i was seventeen. coming up on five years ago, god damn. where did time go?
i had a brief moment of panic earlier when i tried to put my room in some...
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the last prom on earth
12:40, saturday afternoon. good morning.
i’m three cups of coffee in. haven’t touched the blinds to open them yet, it’s rainy outside, anyway. i have been awake since 10:30 with no obligations until 3:45 this afternoon. tonight i am going to carbon tiger’s EP release show at subt. my boyfriend is opening. his music is good, the kind of music an old saves the day fan...
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i will never know
i. make sure you don’t forget the sad ones - ii. there’s a party in a few hours and i’m stringing ashes from bedside, pulling out hair like i’m nesting. left right left right left right. iii. sometimes i wonder if i really am the cheetah i was raised to be, spotted fur sticking out of my socks, always waiting for the next antelope to come strolling around the corner. they...
you are two things: the reason i am beautiful and the reason i am not beautiful enough.
Anonymous asked: say my name??=)
i spend too much time in my head.